Having read my Plan B post, many of you have encouraged me, some have prayed, some have been so relieved that I am being honest because they have felt like they are not alone in this struggle called life.
But there is another question that follows - now what?
What do you do when you fall into this hole? A hole so deep that you can barely make out the sunshine (which has nothing to do with the fact that I live in Cape Town for those of you that have been wondering). The answer for me is nothing but....
Put the next foot forward.
Sometimes that's all I can do, is just push through to the next step. I might have to grit my teeth, hold on with with everything I've got and dig deep - but just the next step.
I have realised that if I try to over analyse my situation that I can end up digging a deeper hole, a hole created out of self pity and just wallow there. I can ask people to pray and I know that they will, as faithful friends but sometimes I need to spend time struggling with the Lord and just keep walking forward.
Just one step at a time. Nothing else.